his vital smile
and untroubled eyes
—enlistment photo
Ryan Stone

too much coffee, too little sleep, a love of words…
his vital smile
and untroubled eyes
—enlistment photo
Ryan Stone

settling dusk
a boy and his dog
leaping shadows
Ryan Stone

louder and louder
the smell of Nanna’s kitchen
Ryan Stone

strangers greet her
with expectant eyes
at the nursing home
Ryan Stone

at the hot springs
below the line of thought
I find you, old friend
Ryan Stone

– for Billy Considine
My friend Billy is sitting before a blank page,
by the dim light of his study lamp. Billy the writer.
My guess is that he’s thinking more about the red splash
of sunset outside his window than the white page,
wondering how to capture a blood-soaked sky
in fresh words. Billy ponders a single word for days,
hangs success or failure on the choice. The torment
of writers, he once told me, is that all the best songs
have been sung. In a different office, a doctor
reviews the day’s scans. I imagine Billy
finding a perfect sunset metaphor
as a frantic doctor punches numbers on his phone.
Blood races veined highways faster than sound
flies through air. Billy’s crimson sky clots to grey
before his phone even sounds.
Ryan Stone

At the garage sale
Cherished toys in an old box
A man asks, how much?
Ryan Stone

Catch me a star, little spaceman,
he’d call, and I’d catch a breath of whiskey
and hand-rolled cigarettes, mingled
with the sweat of his shirt
as I tumbled back into strong hands.
My father would launch me
to the ceiling and ask,
How do the stars look up there?
And they were bright, the stars,
like his eyes far below. Bright
like the glint of his wedding band,
marking a safe place to land.
He’d hold me over his head, my arms
outstretched like Superman, whoosh
me all over the room. We’d loop and soar
until his strength gave out, somewhere
in the world below. Down in the world
where I stand tonight, my son whizzing by overhead—
wide eyes on the horizon, seeing galaxies
beyond the man gazing up and asking,
How do the stars look up there?
Ryan Stone

Spring cleaning windows
a paw print from last summer
fractures the sunlight
– Ryan Stone

How quickly the years slip past. Gone but never forgotten, old mate.
The mind has many defences, she wrote
in her award-winning essay. Glowing,
she stood in front of her school;
movie tickets her prize.
Painted in shades between girl and woman
she kissed me goodbye with bright red lips
and joined her friends in line.
The mind has many defences, she wrote.
Maybe that’s why, in police reports,
many claimed they’d heard fireworks.
Odd in a cinema; the alternative
too grim to believe.
– Ryan Stone
First published in Poppy Road Review, February 2016